Who Do You Turn to?

"When Life Leaves you High and Dry," Who will be at your door that night?

Who do you turn to? When you are miles away from your Bestest Friend Ever? When your schedule conflicts with her schedule and your classes are at different times? Who do you turn to when you need someone in person? When don't want anyone to know?? When you want to keep it in yet, you were taught to let it out?

Do you turn to your roommates? Your Hall Mates? Your RA? Your new friends that you only met 4 weeks ago?  Where do you run to when you don't know the area? When your get away space is just to far away to run to? When you can't run to your bestest friends house and wait for her to get home from work so you can talk it out over yogurt.
Who do you Turn to?

Who do you talk to when the person who you have told everything to over the past four years is over 3.5 hours away? When you have built up so much trust and honestly with her? When you know she has helped you through the hellish times of high school. When she gives you the tough love just because she really knows what is best for you.
Who do you turn to?

Who do you talk to when you have no idea what you are feeling? When you are supper happy and friendly on the outside, but you have no idea how you feel on the inside? Even when others ask you what is wrong you have no idea? You don't know how you feel. You don't know if what you feel is what you should feel. When you don't know if what your saying is actually true,but you say it anyways because you have been thinking it, but you really don't think it's an issue? When you feel like in some strange crazy ass way your body just making you feel weird because it wants attention, however you don't really want the attention that comes along with what you are feeling.
Who do you turn to?

When you feel that something is wrong. When you haven't been upset for months, years even then all the sudden you have no idea how you feel. That you don't even know why you act the way you act.

What do you do? Who do you do to?



*************I am perfectly fine. I feel very well, I am happy and I love Becker College.. I love my new friends and I love everything here! My life is great!! I just had a friend experience something like this....she is all good now tho!!!