It's Amazing...

 It's amazing how quickly you can become best friends with one person. It's amazing how fast you can drift away from others. It's amazing how much you can change in a short amount of time.
  When I went to Thailand I quickly  became super close to everyone in the Vet group. We were instant best friends, and Instantly telling each other every detail. It was great. I became just as close if not closer to my Thailand friends as I was to my friends in high school It was great. They were there for me and I will always be here for them, no matter where in the world they may be.

  On the flip side it's crazy how quickly you can loose a relationship that has taken years to build. In the past two weeks I've experienced this in two different ways. The first is that in which I learned that you can't always be sure of your friendships. I learned this when someone I got to know really well in a short period of time, away from our current setting, was a jerk to me. When we first met we became supper close in 2 weeks and I thought the bond would extend into our current situation, regardless of what other people thought about her, however it hasn't. In fact, we have drifted away dramatically. After an offensive text was sent to me from her I gave up trying to go out of my way for her, and trying to bring us back to that closeness. I learned that I just wasn't able to trust her as mush as I thought.
  The second thing I learned in the the past week is that you can take years building up a relationship with someone, and then your relationship will be tested and you will sink, or you will float, It's up to both of you to tread through the tough moments, to understand that you both have changed and things will be different now. Sometime the change will break you and your friend, sometimes the change will make you grow closer. In my case we grew away. It sucks but I guess It's kinda my fault as well.

   Also in the past week I have truly learned who some of my good friends at Becker will be. I know for sure that Marissa will always be there for me. I mean she came to Lane at 1:00 am to cheer me up. Who could ask for a better friend? I feel so grateful to have met her. I know I'll always have Tori  as well. I know I can trust her with my life and I hope she knows she can trust me with hers.  Eric is a great guy, one of the few who truly keep their word. I also learned today that as long as I'm not a b*tch to Mike he will always be here for me if I need him. He is one of the nicest guys I have ever met on my own in a really long time. He is such a gentleman. Just when I starte seeing that the real goal of most of the guys here is sex, I meet one or two who actual know how to be normal and care about a person. So I'm really glad him and I were able to work together today to get to Saint Vincent Hospital to be with Cierra. To be here for Cierra. I have never felt so sick over one being sick, but I really felt it when Cierra got sick. Maybe it's because I know how scary being sick away from home is or maybe it's because I know how much pain she is. Whatever the reason I couldn't sleep last night knowing how much pain Cierra was in, that her family wasn't there and how much her situation really sucks. I feel horrible for her and I just want her to know that I'm here for her. Even if the only thing she wants from me is to bring her chicken fingers and french fries and to hold her hand through the pain.  I'm really happy to be here for her. She is a great person and such a sweetie that Who wouldn't wanna be here for her? I can't wait until she is feeling better, and I hope puppy sitting for me next Saturday will cheer her up a bit.

Well, for now I  must go. I need to walk around and a bit.